RIP Si Kumis (1-12-11)

he's sleeping

he's sleeping again. sleepyhead!

as i woke up this morning, i had my cat already died. i knew it would happen sooner or later, because he was suffering from kidney failure these past days. it's so sad to see him go. but i know this is the best for him. by the way, he has been my pet since 7-8 years ago. so, he was no longer young that he always laid propped up on cushions all day long. i'll be missing you, my old cat! i love you and i swear i won't have any pet anymore. i'm scared of being saddened by his death. or having a turtle will probably be the best option, because at least i will still have him till the next 200 years.

introduce you our diego michiels

during the 26th sea games, there is one guy whom people can't stop talking about. he's a 21 year old diego michiels, one of indonesian footballers whose mother is dutch and father is indonesian. girls has completely fallen into his charm. they're under his spell. including me. my heart can't stop thumping despite all my efforts to control it hahaha. sounds so wrong. but as i stared at him running on the field, i got my body stiffen. i could possibly holding my breath for more than five minutes right after staring at him. now it sounds so hyperbolic. i wanna meet him, i wanna see him in person, and i wanna send him a bucket of flowers straight away! ok, just be calm because we're standing on the same land, which is make us possibly to meet each other someday. i'm waiting for our first encounter then.

by the way, you has grown up so well, diego. because the last time i saw you, you were still carrying a rucksack on your back, and there was a map inside your rucksack. patiently helped your childhood friend, dora, going through her clueless problems. #wrong #not #that #diego

the very cool haircut

did you girls ever notice him while you were watching the sea games football match? especially for countries whose team against indonesia? and wondering, "oh my god who the hell this good looking guy is....?" because the first time i saw him on tv, which i was at food court of a shopping place, i did notice him! though the distance from the tv was about 15 meters away!

besides diego, i'm so proud of our U-23 garuda squad! andik, okto, egi, patrich, tibo, abdurrahman, meiga, ferdinand, gunawan, dirga, and kipuw. especially okto-tibo-patrich, our lovely papua trio! i love you all guys, till death! i wanna meet all of you soon :*

45th Graduation Day

thank god, today i'm officially holding a bachelor degree! the only thing i've been longing for! congratulation for everyone who just also officially graduated. welcome to the real jungle, guys ;)

twenty two

today, i'm turning to twenty-two. thanks for the wishes and the birthday gift. i really appreciate it. i hope by this age i will be better than before. :)

jittery!

i just can't deal with a normal life anymore. being nervous and anxious every day. it's all still about my thesis progression. luckily it's 50% done, but i still have many things to do to make it perfect. may is almost over, and my lecturer told me to finish the thesis forward three weeks. i'm moving very quickly, even i can't get some refreshment. god, please help me!

i was in misery till i joined one night stand party with maroon5

sorry, not good enough pics :(

just like what dinda said last nite, i really got hardcore eye-gasmic, ear-gasmic, heart-gasmic, even mouth watering and nose bleeding. it was just beacuse adam levine (who else!?). then, sarah added her own mind, "the word SEXY is when a guy can turned girls on ONLY with a plain white tee." i mean, it was adam. how could he easily turned the girls on while only wearing a super plain white tee? gosh, i was standing about twenty meters away from him, but still i felt kinda good vibration in my body. for sure, i really wanna lick his body sweat! i don't care how bad it tastes (suddenly i wanna sing "your salty tattoed skin and how it mixes in with mine...." hahaha omg, it's my wild fantasy), but......oh my god i can't find any most suitable words to describe him anymore. too speechless. i'm wondering, why are people admiring justin bieber while on the other side there is another sexier guy standing on the same earth? i mean, the SEXIEST man alive EVER! (ok, i admit it was an awful mistake. i told he's the sexiest male singer ever on my last post, but after seeing him in person, i suddenly changed my mind. he's absolutely the sexiest man ever)

here's the better pic (taken from giani)

by the way, i really quite satisfied with maroon5's performance last nite (and really love it!) . adam, james, mickey, jesse, matt and pjmorton (the additional player) were a good collaboration. they performed 16 songs in about one hour. it was the most sing-able concert i've ever attended. if someday they're willing to comeback to jakarta again, i swear i 'll buy the festival ticket, not the tribune anymore. though i'm only 150cm and will be surrounded or get mobbed by thousand people, i don't care nothing but can see adam in a closest distance. no kidding. so please you guys just comeback here, i promise i'll be the one who screaming so loud. beacuse i'm your biggest fan since i was 13. that means, 9 years ago.

H-1

adam levine @ airport (detiknews)

omg! maroon5 was just landed at soetta airport this afternoon! i wish i were there, waiting for their arrival. but i couldn't make it. really, i envy with other fans who met in person. and i laughed when adam tweeted "traffic in jakarta is the worst. right?" now, he has spread the bad fact to the world about traffic in jakarta. hahaha. so please, grumbling is no use because this kind of traffic is just like our daily food. jakarta without traffic is not jakarta anymore. well, mr. levine...see you tomorrow night. i'll be the prettiest one at the istora senayan!

it's a dangerous toxic

always feels like a sex criminal everytime i stare at this pic. but i can't really avoid the fact he's the sexiest man alive, i mean the sexiest male singer ever. i won't say he's the sexiest man alive because i love football players much much better. am i doing sexual harassment? because i keep this pic on my phone, hahaha. then, i can't wait to see you on wednesday, adam levine. xoxo